Sitting outside my bedroom because I’m scared to face what I did! Yes I’ve done wrong, yes he’s done wrong… but this time I REALLY MESSED UP! I had a PAST that no one around here knew! I moved away from my home town in 2008 for a fresh start. See, I’m not your average wifey material. I’ve been through things & done things I’m not quite proud of, but it truly made me who I am today!!! Hoping I never relapse!
In August 2009 on a Fun Friday night, I met this guy at an Atlanta nightclub. Y’all he was: dark skinned, dreads, bling, & handsome with an all black Mercedes Benz. He approached me, Told me his name was Marcus, asked me for my name and to buy my a drink. Hello, my name is Jennifer and sure I would like a Long Island Iced tea on the rocks! We engaged in some conversation and even danced a little. As the night ended we exchanged numbers and went our own ways! About 2 weeks later, I finally decided to give him a call. Oh was a grinning hard over the phone and from there everything was history! Guess what, he owned that nightclub where we met!
See, Marcus had my full undivided attention, we started hanging out and getting to know each other! But what I didn’t do, was tell him about my PAST and who I really used to be. He liked the Jennifer I am today and I wanted to keep it that way! Dates started happening and we started falling for each other. Damn, this starting the get too good! After all, I do deserve someone! Marcus, was a very busy man! He owned 1 nightclub, 1 barbershop and 1 carwash. I was only an Executive Assistant at a Law Firm.
Years have passed by, and we fell for each other. We finally fell in loved. My my my was this an oh so wonderful feeling! I’ve finally gotten the companionship I wanted, I finally found someone to fill this empty void. The sex was long, deep, and passionate with each stroke! Can’t forget Spontaneous! The kisses were absolutely amazing especially when it was between my thighs. We moved in together & Things were almost perfect. But who has a PERFECT relationship? No one!!
As we became comfortable with each other, things began to shift. The love was still there but the time and attention I once had was decreasing! Yes, he was a busy man but when you start something you become accustomed to it and want it all the time. I didn’t realize I had become selfish & he didn’t realize he had become too busy! He was about his businesses and money! We’ve had conversations about it but we both knew the business played a big role so we had to make due with what we could until there was more free time for the both of us! I had a 9-5, so I pretty much had all the freedom I needed in the evenings. Meanwhile, Marcus had to mange the 3 owned businesses. So because The time & wanted attention was decreasing, the old Jennifer wanted to come out and play! The girl I called Angela.
In my past, I was a ‘Call Girl’ … although the money looked great, what I personally enjoyed was the attention the men gave as I performed the services they wanted! No, I didn’t normally do random guys! It was normally men I knew or men I trusted! Yes, I know it sounds crazy, but I loved it. So those thoughts started crowding my mind, the old images, the old attention.. everything was jumping out at me. I started a plan, I began brainstorming and before you knew it….. I was back in business.
So to fast forward, things were going good! Marcus was doing his thing, I was doing my thing but Home was still being managed. Although, I was lacking attention from who I wanted, Angela made up for it all! I then, became greedy and one guy I chose, little did I know IT WAS ABOUT TO MESS UP MY HOME! This one guy I started dealing with was the ULTIMATE male! I mean when Im alone with him HE SHOWERED me with whatever as long as I was performing those services he wanted! Well he wasn’t quiet about the woman he’s been messing with(Angela)… He went to his friend who he always confided in. That friend was my very own man, Marcus. Marcus was being told everything about Angela. How beautiful she was, how attentive she was, and how great her sex was. When I was alone with Marcus friend, Frank, I had so much trust in him… I let him bend some of the rules. After all, No one would find out right. But what I didn’t know is that he’s been secretly RECORDING US when we were together. Marcus had asked him to see a picture of this spectacular woman Angela, he’s always bragging on. Even though he knew he shouldn’t he did anyways, he showed a video of him and Angela. Although I always wear a pretty mask over my eyes, Marcus knew my body frame. He instantly knew it was me. He told him no no no that ain’t Angela, that’s my girlfriend Jennifer. Remember I introduced you all a few years ago. I can’t believe this. But before Frank could say something, Marcus said I have to go, bye…
Marcus, pacing back in forth in the bedroom…. mind racing: how could the woman he loved so dearly do this, let alone it be the guy he’s most cool with! All the codes were broken… how could he forgive her for this. I mean he knew he’s been busy, stopped giving her the valued attention & times she deserved. But it was for the best, the businesses were what paid all their bills. He calls Jennifer, Jennifer you need to come home ASAP. She asks why is there something wrong baby. Yes, get here quickly. And the phone hangs up…
On her way home she got a call from Frank. Frank said Angela, how could you let this happen??? She said what are you talking about. He screamed: me, you, MARCUS!!! and your name isn’t Angela it’s really JENNIFER. Jennifer said wait, what? You know Marcus. He said yes we are really good friends. And yes I told him about this wonder lady I was dealing with. I know you going to be mad, because I broke some codes, I had a video of you and I showed him in which he IDENTIFIED YOU AS YOU. He said he introduced us a few years ago. It’s all coming back to me Frank, yes he did at the Super Bowl party! Then Jennifer started screaming and you showed him what???? A video. That’s why he’s calling me to come home now. Bye I have to figure some things out. Don’t you ever call me again!
So I finally get home: I walk to the front door. My heart is pounding. I finally get in the house and walk up the stairs to the bedroom. I whispered Marcus where are you? He said I’m in the Room ANGELA .. her eyes stretched and I instantly melt to the floor….outside the bedroom door, I just couldn’t face what was going to happen….. Marcus whispered Angela I know everything,
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